May 18th, 2007 (02:15 pm)
current mood: scared
Hi This is my first day with a Blog, but I'm hoping that this will help me on my quest to lose weight and live. I'm a very fortunate 57 year old male with a wonderful family, great job, good friends, but I fear I will die VERY soon, if I don't lose weight.
Today, 18-May-2007 is the day I get serious. After uncountable starts on diets over the past 50+ years ( first found out I was fat at around 7, and been deiting ever since), I really must lose. Last night, and even now while at work I'm dizzy, numb in my left leg and arm, thirsty, and feel like I'm having a stroke. I weighed myslef this morning and I was in total shock to see the scales hit 370!!!!!! I can not believe it, but it's true.
So, this is the first day, and I ask for your prayers and wishes to help me survive this. All of my medical problems, high blood pressure, sleep apnea, gout are becasue of my weight. What is wrong with me, why can't I help my self. I have a masters degree and 25 years of international business experience, but I can't help myself.